Mittwoch, 24. Oktober 2007
Helsinkihelsinki.
eeva, 22:07h
Hmm. I just had quite a fight with Julian (aka Jusa, Jussi, Justus, Juffe - you name it). We haven't met for a while and now he's complaining we don't see each other often enough. Right. I just met him on Monday (well, that was pretty short cause I wanted to see Ilona:D, I admit), and on weekend. A friend of mine told me we sounded like a married couple in their early 40's. I guess that was not really a compliment. Jussiboy fucking makes me craaaazy. And I know exactly who he reminds me of.
His new girlfriend is pretty weird too, she's got my number and she's sent me about 10249 messages telling me she wants to meet me and get to know Jln's friends. Alright, well, ehm, let's see.
I started thinking how nice it is to live in Helsinki. Helsinki is cool, actually. You usually don't think about it but when you're gone for a while you notice what this all means to you. I just love it here. This city is pretty dead and still full of life, you just have to find it and know where to look for it. I love and I hate the mentality of the people here. They can be rude bastards but they can also be great in a way I can't even explain. I love watching the sunrise over the city when I sit in the metro on Itäväylä. I love sitting in the sun and watching the sea, and the salty water smells so good. I love sitting at Espa with my friends and seeing everybody's having a good time. I love taking a walk at night in July - or actually I'd even like that in January.
I'm usually much more awake in the nighttime. If I got to choose I'd sleep all day and wake up in the evening and then go to school at night. But maybe I feel this way now only cause I'm not able to do that and that's why it makes it all seem much more interesting and kind of tempting to me. I'd probably just be do damn depressed cause it'd be so dark outside all the time. :D But honestly. No wonder I'm always tired, waking up at 6 every morning is so cruel and it just sucks. Today I'm going to bed at 9 o'clock (haha yeah right, like I'd make it!).
I also met Maija today. By accident. It was weird. I had no idea what to say to her, we hadn't seen for such a long time. She sounded so tired and so sad and it all made me feel bad. She doesn't know I know what she's been trough lately. So we talked a little, I was confused the whole time and then I had to run home cause I reaaally had to pee. :DD What a great conversation that was. Hope I won't have to meet her again. Or maybe I should find a way to get to know her once again, even just a little, but it just feels so hard so I'd rather just not see her again to avoid those embarrassing situations.
Gottagonow, we're eating dinner or something and I gotta clean up the kitchen.
His new girlfriend is pretty weird too, she's got my number and she's sent me about 10249 messages telling me she wants to meet me and get to know Jln's friends. Alright, well, ehm, let's see.
I started thinking how nice it is to live in Helsinki. Helsinki is cool, actually. You usually don't think about it but when you're gone for a while you notice what this all means to you. I just love it here. This city is pretty dead and still full of life, you just have to find it and know where to look for it. I love and I hate the mentality of the people here. They can be rude bastards but they can also be great in a way I can't even explain. I love watching the sunrise over the city when I sit in the metro on Itäväylä. I love sitting in the sun and watching the sea, and the salty water smells so good. I love sitting at Espa with my friends and seeing everybody's having a good time. I love taking a walk at night in July - or actually I'd even like that in January.
I'm usually much more awake in the nighttime. If I got to choose I'd sleep all day and wake up in the evening and then go to school at night. But maybe I feel this way now only cause I'm not able to do that and that's why it makes it all seem much more interesting and kind of tempting to me. I'd probably just be do damn depressed cause it'd be so dark outside all the time. :D But honestly. No wonder I'm always tired, waking up at 6 every morning is so cruel and it just sucks. Today I'm going to bed at 9 o'clock (haha yeah right, like I'd make it!).
I also met Maija today. By accident. It was weird. I had no idea what to say to her, we hadn't seen for such a long time. She sounded so tired and so sad and it all made me feel bad. She doesn't know I know what she's been trough lately. So we talked a little, I was confused the whole time and then I had to run home cause I reaaally had to pee. :DD What a great conversation that was. Hope I won't have to meet her again. Or maybe I should find a way to get to know her once again, even just a little, but it just feels so hard so I'd rather just not see her again to avoid those embarrassing situations.
Gottagonow, we're eating dinner or something and I gotta clean up the kitchen.
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