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Awwwthghh the coolest morning ever, I just woke up. Or actually I woke up 2pm cause I had promised I'd call Noora and do some planning for the evening. So I called her and fell asleep again and so on. Well, now we're going to Ankkis today (that's a park next to our school and it's pretty crappy out there but somehow I just like it).

So I got home at 8am today. It was pretty weird to go home when the sun was just rising, I felt like I was going to school, except that I felt even more tired than I usually do when I go to school.
The journey was so funny. I went to Oulu by bus (took about 2 hours, a bit more) and then I took the night train to Helsinki. I had this girl called Nennu in my room and we had lots of fun. I was quite sure I was gonna end up in a room with some bitchy granny that wants to put the lights off at 10pm. Anyway, we tried to sleep for a couple of hours but that didn't really work out, somehow by that time I was feeling pretty ill. Well, Nennu did sleep.

I just kept wondering how weird the whole journey was. I mean it's not really typical of me just to get to know some people in the train - even if we sleep in the same room. Like a couple of nice words and some small talk is pretty normal but we sat around the whole evening and had fun.
I hate small talk, maybe that's why I hate getting to know new people in situations like that (I mean I like to get to know new people, but ... argh, you know what I mean). Cause usually all you say is something like small talk when you meet some new people in a train and so.

I also hate the kind of people you can never really talk about anything with (well, they're the small talk people). The kind of people you ask how they are, they ask you how you are and that's it. They never want to know or say more than "I'm fine" and they never want to discuss a real topic. First you start by saying something and then you ask what they think about it and they just look at you like "wtf" or "yaiks, what should I say" or "who cares, you're so boring". They always make me feel so stupid.

Okay I think I should go and do my make-up and go get some breakfast (it's 4:30pm :D) and then just go. I'll meet some of my classmates and Mila is also coming, it's really cool to see her cause it's been some time since we last met. She used to be a classmate of mine in the stone age. No, I mean, we were classmates for 7 years in the German school in Helsinki. Those were the times, my friend! We went to different schools after the 9th grade in 2006 and I didn't see her for a year cause I spent a year in Germany. So since I'm back in Finland we've only met a couple of times but I think the last time was over a month ago. It must have been.

Sometimes I start thinking about my old friends here. We haven't really had much contact with each other since summer 2006 when I left. That kind of sucks, but on the other hand I'm relieved. I met some of my old friends in the summer when I came back to Finland and I noticed we don't really have that much in common anymore (well, I haven't met them since that). It's pretty sad to notice something like that and I wasn't happy for being in Finland for those first weeks cause I couldn't find any connection with my old friends. Then I went to a new school and lots of things are different now. I like being here but I also miss my life in Hannover like hell. Well, that's just the way it goes and times change etc. What a cliché, still, it's so true. Clichés are horrible but if you really give them a thought..

Btw, I'm coming to Hannover! 7.11.-14.11. I'm going to Berlin on 911, Simon and Thimo are having a show. Weii. Can't wait to see you guys ! I should book those train tickets (Bremen-Hannover, Hannover-Berlin, Berlin-Hannover, Hannover-Bremen - that's not even complicated or anything). I should ask Coco whether she'd like to come with me to Berlin on 911 to see the guys and their show. Shit - I've forgotten to write her back. ): And many others as well.

Thinking about Simon and Thimo, we still need to find a drummer for our own band cause we're pretty screwed if we don't find one. Oh fuck.

Shit. So I created this new blog today just to make things easier for all of us. I got kind of tired of writing two different blogs (the first one was in Finnish and the second one in German). Writing a blog in English may be a lot more difficult than writing in German or in Finnish but English seems to be the only language almost (:D) all of my friends can understand.

What the fuck. Looks like this website is supposed to be used by nerds only. I tried to make it look a bit better than it does now and that's only possible if you understand those weird codes and stuff. Damn you. I would appreciate any help from you nerds<3:D.

Alright so I'm not really at home now, we're having holidays so I'm here in Lapland, just doing some weird shit.

I really gotta go now so we'll get back to business some other time. Tötteröö. And when I get home I'll try to make this look a bit more like ... me, and put some other stuff on this site as well. If I only knew how I'm gonna do that. Hmm. /: